This chapter physically hurt. I knew it was coming, but it still really fucking hurt.
I felt so incredibly proud of Donghae. I just wanted to hold him and tell him that he's perfect and wonderful. I know he's not faultless in all of this, and for gods sake, I'm a Jewel, but I feel like he handled this whole thing like a total champ. Even though they were not technically together, I can't help but want to punch Hyukjae in the fucking eye. It's immature of me, and it's a childish way to react, but I am still mad at him. If I had have been in Donghae's place, I would have stabbed him with the nearest sharp instrument and screamed at him and told him how lousy he was. I'm sure he's already feeling shit, but...you know. Anyway back to Donghae. He handled this beautifully. He was strong and wonderful. I just felt really proud of him. I don't know.
If this fic is going to follow along with real events like it usually does, then I'm hoping, hoping with all of my heart, that everything will be okay. Because let's face it, they are practically an old married couple nowadays. But whichever direction you take it in will, of course, be beautiful, because everything you write is beautiful. And I mean that. If you wrote a novel, I would buy it. I would buy however many copies I needed to share it around to everyone I knew and say "look at this fucking amazing writer, LOVE HER." I actually would. I ain't kidding.
The next few chapters are going to be a rollercoaster, I can tell! I can't wait to ride it.
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Date: 2013-05-20 04:09 pm (UTC)I felt so incredibly proud of Donghae. I just wanted to hold him and tell him that he's perfect and wonderful. I know he's not faultless in all of this, and for gods sake, I'm a Jewel, but I feel like he handled this whole thing like a total champ. Even though they were not technically together, I can't help but want to punch Hyukjae in the fucking eye. It's immature of me, and it's a childish way to react, but I am still mad at him. If I had have been in Donghae's place, I would have stabbed him with the nearest sharp instrument and screamed at him and told him how lousy he was. I'm sure he's already feeling shit, but...you know. Anyway back to Donghae. He handled this beautifully. He was strong and wonderful. I just felt really proud of him. I don't know.
If this fic is going to follow along with real events like it usually does, then I'm hoping, hoping with all of my heart, that everything will be okay. Because let's face it, they are practically an old married couple nowadays. But whichever direction you take it in will, of course, be beautiful, because everything you write is beautiful. And I mean that. If you wrote a novel, I would buy it. I would buy however many copies I needed to share it around to everyone I knew and say "look at this fucking amazing writer, LOVE HER." I actually would. I ain't kidding.
The next few chapters are going to be a rollercoaster, I can tell! I can't wait to ride it.
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