when i saw your update i literally keysmashed to my friend who doesn't even read this orz. >< ((she thinks i'm insane now))

omg this updateeeeeeeeee.

i can't explain how i feel right now, it's a horrid mixture of oh no the geng episode oh crappy everyone is so sad and then oh god they had sex no hyukjae what why it's donghae you poor thing let me cuddle NOOO. ;AAAAAAAA;

yea.

on one hand, they're already broken up and have been for a while so it shouldn't matter. in some ways, donghae needs to let go. but it seems as if hyukjae doesn't want to let go either, despite signs that point otherwise. the ring and the lube. so contrasting. what does he want really?

and how sj kinda falls apart in the wake of geng and the turmoil of everyone and the resultant /aaaaangst//. so much pain. DD:

i'm awful at comments odg i'm so sorry.

side note: i really like your cynical jongwoon. xD

i say this everytime but your writing is truly beautiful <3