although i kinda expected this based on the previous chapter. but still, oh goshhhhhh ;;;;; It's a blow right in the gut. He has never considered the option of breaking up with Hyukjae; has never even thought about it, if you come to that. Hyukjae was his best friend throughout his formative years, his lover during the early adult years, and he has assumed, up to now, that even a quarrel as big as this one has no power to truly affect their bond. Since their first tentative kiss, their first combined tears, their first 'I love you', he has believed, with a conviction beyond any persuasions otherwise, that they're meant for each other; that Hyukjae is the one great love of his life. Letting go of Hyukjae would mean letting go of everything he has ever understood about love. this is so true omggg
hai, i guess at this point, even i if i feel like taking both their heads and slamming them together, a break is the best option )): they both need to figure out themselves before trying any more in this convoluted thing they have.
oh goodness you write so well and it's all so deep and i really love all the word choices and descriptions and the way you string words together. For the rest of his life he will remember the exact number of red lights along the way, the number plate of the Hyundai car that remained in front of him for most of the journey, the sequence of the songs that played on the radio, the heat of his latte that stuck to the roof of his mouth when Hyukjae, slowly and hesitantly, which means that it wasn't at all easy for him, but what needs to be said has to be said, tells him that he thinks it's for the best if they take a break. heart breaking omg.
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Date: 2013-02-04 12:41 am (UTC)although i kinda expected this based on the previous chapter. but still, oh goshhhhhh ;;;;;
It's a blow right in the gut. He has never considered the option of breaking up with Hyukjae; has never even thought about it, if you come to that. Hyukjae was his best friend throughout his formative years, his lover during the early adult years, and he has assumed, up to now, that even a quarrel as big as this one has no power to truly affect their bond. Since their first tentative kiss, their first combined tears, their first 'I love you', he has believed, with a conviction beyond any persuasions otherwise, that they're meant for each other; that Hyukjae is the one great love of his life. Letting go of Hyukjae would mean letting go of everything he has ever understood about love. this is so true omggg
hai, i guess at this point, even i if i feel like taking both their heads and slamming them together, a break is the best option )): they both need to figure out themselves before trying any more in this convoluted thing they have.
oh goodness you write so well and it's all so deep and i really love all the word choices and descriptions and the way you string words together.
For the rest of his life he will remember the exact number of red lights along the way, the number plate of the Hyundai car that remained in front of him for most of the journey, the sequence of the songs that played on the radio, the heat of his latte that stuck to the roof of his mouth when Hyukjae, slowly and hesitantly, which means that it wasn't at all easy for him, but what needs to be said has to be said, tells him that he thinks it's for the best if they take a break. heart breaking omg.
waiting for the next part~~ <3