Oh well.. I just made and account so I can leave my comment.. I should do it in another order because I'm trying to collect myself form past months to make a statement about Twelve Cupcakes, because.. seriously, this fic changed something in me and life never was the same after reading it, it's probably the most important eunhae fanfic for me, but I will tell you about it some other time (maybe when I'll figure out this site or something...) So about this one... Sure you know it's probably the best nonAU fanfic out there, right? I just don't need to tell you this because you have everything figured out and people told you this before and I can clearly see the idea about writing strong, complete, the closest to reality eunhae love story... I think world needs it, eunhae shippers needs it even more. I enjoyed previous parts very much, even though they've been breaking my heart more frequently than warming it... This is seriously great story and I'm lazy enough to not read stories which aren't complete except for this one obviously.. I've been returning to this story quite often, just to enjoy little parts once more and after reading part 8 my friend had spazzing mess on chat (she's not even eunhae shipper) because I was so excited and broken after reading it. The way you describe everything in details the whole story and characters is just... I don't know if I can show you my appreciation enough. Personally, I'm Donghae biased so obviously my whole heart is with him now and through the story and you will never hear any bad word toward him from me, not even if he'll make the stupidest thing in the entire universe. Partly because I'm kind of similar person in relationships and I sort of understand his reasons. No blame on him ever, sorry. This part made me so sad, mainly because it was so logic and real. I think the worst part was when Junghoon says about changing through years because it's something inevitable and natural and sets many relationships apart in real life. I know they will figure something out in the future, they'll be together again somehow but it will never be the same. And it breaks my heart because Donghae was fighting for Hyukjae so much for so long. It hurts because he's been through even more than Hyukjae, just because he loved him for much longer and he had to struggle not only with homophobia outside, but partly with Hyuk's denying too. And something that makes me sad, and you put it in here: "A small, fundamentally selfish part of him is thinking, say no, you were mistaken, nothing is more important than our relationship" I think Donghae loves like this, and he would do anything for him. Hyuk isn't like this. Maybe that's good, because he keeps them strongly on the ground, and even Donghae admits it, but part of me knows that this made them to the point where they're now. And they're not happy and it makes me angry. Well, this never supposed to be a fairy tale, right? It's good, it's realistic, it's heartbreaking but still... I couldn't be even fully happy when Donghae was, just because those numerous problems and struggles they've been going through. I'm looking forward future parts and others stories from you, because I'm admiring your writing and your ideas and I'm sorry this comment is so messy and doesn't make any sense.... Love!
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png){kind=small}
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
timeasmymeasure
no subject
Date: 2013-02-04 12:12 am (UTC)So about this one... Sure you know it's probably the best nonAU fanfic out there, right? I just don't need to tell you this because you have everything figured out and people told you this before and I can clearly see the idea about writing strong, complete, the closest to reality eunhae love story... I think world needs it, eunhae shippers needs it even more.
I enjoyed previous parts very much, even though they've been breaking my heart more frequently than warming it... This is seriously great story and I'm lazy enough to not read stories which aren't complete except for this one obviously.. I've been returning to this story quite often, just to enjoy little parts once more and after reading part 8 my friend had spazzing mess on chat (she's not even eunhae shipper) because I was so excited and broken after reading it. The way you describe everything in details the whole story and characters is just... I don't know if I can show you my appreciation enough.
Personally, I'm Donghae biased so obviously my whole heart is with him now and through the story and you will never hear any bad word toward him from me, not even if he'll make the stupidest thing in the entire universe. Partly because I'm kind of similar person in relationships and I sort of understand his reasons. No blame on him ever, sorry.
This part made me so sad, mainly because it was so logic and real. I think the worst part was when Junghoon says about changing through years because it's something inevitable and natural and sets many relationships apart in real life. I know they will figure something out in the future, they'll be together again somehow but it will never be the same. And it breaks my heart because Donghae was fighting for Hyukjae so much for so long. It hurts because he's been through even more than Hyukjae, just because he loved him for much longer and he had to struggle not only with homophobia outside, but partly with Hyuk's denying too. And something that makes me sad, and you put it in here: "A small, fundamentally selfish part of him is thinking, say no, you were mistaken, nothing is more important than our relationship" I think Donghae loves like this, and he would do anything for him. Hyuk isn't like this. Maybe that's good, because he keeps them strongly on the ground, and even Donghae admits it, but part of me knows that this made them to the point where they're now. And they're not happy and it makes me angry. Well, this never supposed to be a fairy tale, right? It's good, it's realistic, it's heartbreaking but still... I couldn't be even fully happy when Donghae was, just because those numerous problems and struggles they've been going through.
I'm looking forward future parts and others stories from you, because I'm admiring your writing and your ideas and I'm sorry this comment is so messy and doesn't make any sense.... Love!