at last chapter I had a thought that hyukjae was a cold blooded person and not caring about donghae, but only his life. but reading the first paragraphs and knowing hyuk was suffering so much.. Why go through this silly pain, when it doesn't achieve anything? When you've always known that you can't be a part of his life, that he can never love you – that nobody can love you, in fact, not even Pierre who knows you better than anyone else – why haven't you learned not to waste your time on such futile emotions? Why squat here feeling like a fool, hurting over a man whom you have no claim on? This breaks my heart so much ;;
I'm really glad Donghae decided to come visit hyuk. tho he failed to show his intentions immediately and drank in jealousy but squee ;; since donghae was the last one that said fuck off to hyuk, it'd only be natural if he comes up to hyuk first cos hyuk wouldn't be able to get back at him after being told like that.
and this line, "Hyukjae, I don't care if you're crying! No, actually, I do care, because it means that you care enough about me to be hurt by me, and so if you're crying, all the more I should see it!" kdjfkjdfgfd squeals omg hae TT-TT
and it feels so right that they should be a part of each other always, connected like this, one person like this – has nothing more to add ♥
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at last chapter I had a thought that hyukjae was a cold blooded person and not caring about donghae, but only his life.
but reading the first paragraphs and knowing hyuk was suffering so much..
Why go through this silly pain, when it doesn't achieve anything? When you've always known that you can't be a part of his life, that he can never love you – that nobody can love you, in fact, not even Pierre who knows you better than anyone else – why haven't you learned not to waste your time on such futile emotions? Why squat here feeling like a fool, hurting over a man whom you have no claim on?
This breaks my heart so much ;;
I'm really glad Donghae decided to come visit hyuk. tho he failed to show his intentions immediately and drank in jealousy but squee ;; since donghae was the last one that said fuck off to hyuk, it'd only be natural if he comes up to hyuk first cos hyuk wouldn't be able to get back at him after being told like that.
and this line,
"Hyukjae, I don't care if you're crying! No, actually, I do care, because it means that you care enough about me to be hurt by me, and so if you're crying, all the more I should see it!" kdjfkjdfgfd squeals omg hae TT-TT
and it feels so right that they should be a part of each other always, connected like this, one person like this – has nothing more to add ♥