I don't know how you do it. How did you crack down and just write all these emotions that makes it seem like my chest constricts and my heart is put through the wringer and makes me feel something more than real ;___; I don't think I would have (could have) characterized Hae and Hyuk like you've done here, with the bitterness and the secrecy and the pleading and the guilt and the overcoming.
It took this many words for Hyuk to not give up, to give in to Hae and come and proffer himself and...
Hyukjae nods, all the muscles along his arms straining, and Donghae realises that he's controlling himself from thrusting.
This. It's so easy to lose control, so easy to just give in to the pleasure, but having him hold back, whether it's due to fear of hurting Hae, or that fear of falling into homosexuality hitting him again, it speaks so loudly of Hyuk's personality, of what he values. ;___;
Bah, I could say more, but ergghhh /wallows in my feeeeelings
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I don't know how you do it. How did you crack down and just write all these emotions that makes it seem like my chest constricts and my heart is put through the wringer and makes me feel something more than real ;___; I don't think I would have (could have) characterized Hae and Hyuk like you've done here, with the bitterness and the secrecy and the pleading and the guilt and the overcoming.
It took this many words for Hyuk to not give up, to give in to Hae and come and proffer himself and...
Hyukjae nods, all the muscles along his arms straining, and Donghae realises that he's controlling himself from thrusting.
This. It's so easy to lose control, so easy to just give in to the pleasure, but having him hold back, whether it's due to fear of hurting Hae, or that fear of falling into homosexuality hitting him again, it speaks so loudly of Hyuk's personality, of what he values. ;___;
Bah, I could say more, but ergghhh /wallows in my feeeeelings