I spent two days reading this from the biginning & asking myself all along why it's only now that I knew of the existence of such a piece of art & such a great writer I might spend another two days thinking about what to write as a comment & I still don't know what to say it's the kinf of fic that makes me wanna give up writing because it's nothing, really, compared to this, I don't even wanna read other fics because most of them aren't worth being read compared to this. there few writers who give me this feeling, I count them on one hand
this is...beyond words it's real, it's beautiful & it's exactly how I see Eunhae (& wish deep down they're really like this) the emotions are so deep, so strong & raw, it's so very well written and described I can almost feel it myself... I love every little detail in this, I cried, I laughed, I got breatless & held on tight to my chair in anticipation & excitement, Igot absorbed in the story & felt like I'm living it... the scene with Leeteuk in the van was intense & though I felt Eunhae's pain I love how you actually chose to make him not that supportive & unconditionally understanding because man! they're human, Leeteuk's reaction is the most realistic & natural in this case, I would have cringed if you wrote that he just accepted it & supported them (oddly I totally expected Heenim to be the more receptive & understanding though he didn't help or openly support them & am I imagining things or does Heechul have some "experience"? because it felt like he's been there & went through the same thing too while talking with Donghae...) this is just one intense scene amongst many others that I loved & that really touched me... I'm not gonna say a word about how their relationship developped, so slowly until they got to the point of no turning back with them making love (I don't want it to be just sex because with what they went through it can only be love), it was awkward yet intense, just like a first time must be. Hyuk is topping here but I can easily see them taking turns in the future because they're equal in all terms (I hate it when they're protrayed as feminine or submissive men while they're not >< ) oh! and did I tell you how much I love that they wanna erase the word "gay" from their vocabulary? I like it because I hate that word too, it's a label that people invented which is so degrading & humiliating. I refuse to use such a word when it comes to Eunhae because no matter how I consider them all I see is love (besides, it's not like they're all over the men out there, they're only gay for each other)
oh my! my comment turned out to be so long & incoherent that is, sorry '-_- there's so much hope in that ending line but I can only see more problems & barriers to overcome in the future (like SJM activities & most of all facing the rest of the members) but they're together so I guess (hope?) it'll be ok eventually I hope you'll update soon
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I might spend another two days thinking about what to write as a comment & I still don't know what to say
it's the kinf of fic that makes me wanna give up writing because it's nothing, really, compared to this, I don't even wanna read other fics because most of them aren't worth being read compared to this. there few writers who give me this feeling, I count them on one hand
this is...beyond words
it's real, it's beautiful & it's exactly how I see Eunhae (& wish deep down they're really like this)
the emotions are so deep, so strong & raw, it's so very well written and described I can almost feel it myself...
I love every little detail in this, I cried, I laughed, I got breatless & held on tight to my chair in anticipation & excitement, Igot absorbed in the story & felt like I'm living it...
the scene with Leeteuk in the van was intense & though I felt Eunhae's pain I love how you actually chose to make him not that supportive & unconditionally understanding because man! they're human, Leeteuk's reaction is the most realistic & natural in this case, I would have cringed if you wrote that he just accepted it & supported them (oddly I totally expected Heenim to be the more receptive & understanding though he didn't help or openly support them & am I imagining things or does Heechul have some "experience"? because it felt like he's been there & went through the same thing too while talking with Donghae...)
this is just one intense scene amongst many others that I loved & that really touched me...
I'm not gonna say a word about how their relationship developped, so slowly until they got to the point of no turning back with them making love (I don't want it to be just sex because with what they went through it can only be love), it was awkward yet intense, just like a first time must be. Hyuk is topping here but I can easily see them taking turns in the future because they're equal in all terms (I hate it when they're protrayed as feminine or submissive men while they're not >< )
oh! and did I tell you how much I love that they wanna erase the word "gay" from their vocabulary? I like it because I hate that word too, it's a label that people invented which is so degrading & humiliating. I refuse to use such a word when it comes to Eunhae because no matter how I consider them all I see is love (besides, it's not like they're all over the men out there, they're only gay for each other)
oh my! my comment turned out to be so long & incoherent that is, sorry '-_-
there's so much hope in that ending line but I can only see more problems & barriers to overcome in the future (like SJM activities & most of all facing the rest of the members) but they're together so I guess (hope?) it'll be ok eventually
I hope you'll update soon
hm well...thank you ^^