a kiss is still a kiss, a sigh is still a sigh

I could go on and on about how amazingly you wrote the sex, Hyukjae's hesitation and Donghae supporting him all through out, but then I'd be repeating what everyone already said and how boring is that, yes? 8D So, I'll just say that, you know that sense of foreboding and dread I felt when reading the first chapter, that feeling people confused into sadness that made you wonder why everyone thought your fic was sad when it was just beginning? It's back in spades, the moment you brought up SJM. That challenges the indescribable feeling I had reading the fight with Jungsu and the moment when Hyuk and Hae finally had sex, because it is SO monumental, them coming together so beautifully and eventually being separated. I wasn't around when it happened but I knew how broken fandom was when SJM brought EunHae apart, and I feel fortunate, really, that depicting that's going to be in the hands of a writer like you. Knowing how unafraid you are in tackling difficult issues most fic writers would like to write about but in the end just skirt past (I mean HEY you write HyukChul), the more excited I am for the next chapter. And that dread, omg, that dread. :( Thank you for writing this. <3