ext_184523 ([identity profile] binmusic.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] jewelledhours 2009-01-06 10:17 am (UTC)

Perky + Sleepy + Slightly Sickly

:DD Why of course you get perk dear. I just needed to store enough up!

>.<" No, I still don't remember the function relationship part. I think my brain isn't working for me anymore. It's skipping out and my memory is totally being mean like that.

I get to be Shige!! Yay :DDD Elite Yellow reporting for duty ma'am!

Right, I already mentioned the rubber band thing so what else can I saw? Hmm...Oh I realize I sort of neglect KoyaPi a lot. Or rather I subconsciously focus more of Ryo&Shige's relationship and I don't really hone in on Koyama and Pi's. I shall use that in my perkier reply then :]

“I couldn’t have dragged you in if you hadn’t wanted to come in the first place.”
Oh Kei, just give it up? I think it might have not really been Koyama feeling attracted to Pi, like you said, he was lonely. And when we're lonely, we want to be surrounded with people, regardless of whether we really know them that well. If I was Koyama, I'd have gone anyway, and not because I feeling weird sensations in my stomach when I saw Pi, but because being with my friend and his boyfriend+ bf's friend would a better alternative to be alone.

It meant being adrift in the singles land while your friend wandered off to unknown destinations with someone else; going to fewer movies together or not going at all; watching as a phone call or text message came in and interrupted your conversations; planning appointments around the “third party’s” schedule; wondering if you would be left to spend public holidays and New Year Eves by yourself.
This quote made me feel pathetically lonely and really just blah when I first read it. Didn't really alleviate my dark mood then xD I'm glad I'm perky now. It gets annoying after a while, to be waiting for that phonecall from her confirming plans for tomorrow and it reaches 2am before you realize it's not going to come. Or suddenly getting that call the next day when it's too late for a movie or anything just because her boyfriend is suddenly not free. Yeah. That sucks pits.

(Um, I mention this now that we're already friends and you can't stop talking to me cos I'm stupid. But I used to to confuse Bangkok with Bombay so I'd always think it's in India and not Thailand. Yeah. And...when I read that sentence I was thinking, "But Bangkok is...oh wait. It's not. It's that capital of that country where I eat Pad Thai" x.x)

They sat there side by side looking out of the windscreen at the deserted car park and Koyama felt a deep sense of gratitude rising in him, gratitude for this man who was more sensitive and understanding than he’d given him credit for, who had seen into his heart and known the right words to say.
I love your Pi. God I really do. Love doesn't always rise from physical want or attraction, sometimes it's just as simple as feeling thankful towards him. Gratitude will take you a long ways. And sometimes it's people like Pi, the kind that you can been not as awkward talking to, even about such topics that usually you wouldn't venture into with closer friends, that make you comfortable and help you develop a sense of companionship and trust. And seriously, your Pi is awesome here. I'd want to date him, and that's saying a lot, considering half the time I love Ryo to death but I wouldn't date him for naught.

“I want people I care about to call me by a name I feel belongs to me.”
I really cannot wait till you explore Pi more. I can't wait to read more because you keep dropping these hints about what a wonderful person he is but really, no one is ever a hundred percent amazing (even if he is a super top tier idol xD). Somehow there is a slight taste of sadness in this sentence, you know, the sad life of a top idol ;D



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