Boooo I'm sorry. I know it's not any of the three mentioned haha but I was really itching/inspired to write this. It was much easier than staring at my open doc for the other fics DDD: Yeah, idk, I guess my writing came out differently this time around. Different genre calls for a different flow haha. Real life dude committed the murder cos he said he heard "God talking to me" as for Ryo, I had an elaborate thing in my head with a scene that Shige remembers where Ryo's clutching onto him and crying because his father's walked out on the family and whatnot. So I guess emotional baggage + other shit like maybe being beat as a child. But that would've been too heavy D:

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