Rofl, I know it was a really weird fic for a birthday one. I just suddenly had the idea to write it so it was more like, fic idea + gem's birthady = gem's birthday fic.

I didn't mean to kill Ryo again, I seem to torture him the most. Guess it really is tough loving from me xDD And don't be sad, it's not meant to be a sad fic really...or maybe it sort of it. It's meant to be a more real piece, not pure romance or angst. And yes, there needs to be happy Ryo/Shige, just probably not from me.

Thanks for reading! :D